hello friends and strangers
i've been trying to sign into facebook for the past 2 months and it won't let me. i have no idea what is up with that.
but im not dead
sorry about the weird changes to the blog. I was going through some of my older posts and it suddenly hit me that I wasn't 18 anymore. so I deleted everything apart from this one draft I made when I first started blogging about hitting my head and talking to natalie and it made me laugh so much cause I literally cannot remember me ever writing that or the thing that happened that made me want to write it. so I decided I should post it for the sake of my sad stupid heart. although im pretty sure that memory with natalie was a good one.
oh and i found that listening to bob dylan's christmas record makes life a little better
not sure what is up with that either
